I'm a hypocrite.

I want you to need me, and
I wanr you to want me too.

I know I couldn't find the voice to say it, but

I don't want you to follow me.
This is my life.

In ? we trust.

we were all in love,
and we all got hurt..

Living on, on dreams and spaghetti-o's
Wondering where you life is gonna go..

t.s. eliot is boss.

"I should have been a pair of ragged claws
Scuttling across the floors of silent seas."

'nuff said..

"I want the best for you and I can't provide it."

I never asked for the best.

I love watching those shows about jail.
I'm just so nonchalant about it.

yet nothing breaks me more than seeing you in the county prison.

Sometimes we fight so hard for what we want,
that eventually what's sought is forgotten,
and we are left,
just left.. completely lost.

I will not change for you.
I will not change for you.
I will not change for you.
I will not change for you.
I will not change for you.
I will not change for you.

...but I have changed.
not for you, but because of you.

and today, I do not know how I feel about that.

There's no escaping what you do to me.