How can you make me so proud
and less than 24 hours later,
you disappoint the shit out of me?

Please don't let me down
like everyone else.

i
wish
you
were
here.

what going out on this floor?

I love this record, baby, but I can't see straight anymore.

sometimes I think I'm happier when I'm drunk.
I would like to live drunk.
Just be drunk through everything.
The emotions disappear, well not really, but enough alcohol makes me not care.

drunk.drunk.drunk.

stickynote

when your entire wall is filled with post-its
and each has one thing you need to accomplish ASAP,
there's a big fucking problem.

but
today
i
decided
i
didn't
want
to give up.

and
you
helped.

thank you.

We make all those promises that we cannot keep,
and we set ourselves up to fail.

i'm an idiot.

I believe that last night/this morning is living proof that I've always been here for you. always.

but maybe i'm just getting sick of it.
sometimes, i wish we weren't friends.
i want to tell you this, but idk, maybe
i'd rather waste my time with you.