Tuesday, July 1, 2008

the future freaks me out

I just have a lot of thoughts.
How can two people know that they are meant for each other?
What the hell are the chances that the one person you fall for you returns the same feelings?

I'm nineteen years old, and this is the time when society harps on going to college and choosing what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I can't even decide what breakfast cereal I want in the morning.
Furthermore, a great deal of my friends have found "the one". Many have already had children and/or are married.

I feel like because I'm nineteen, I'm supposed to be having fun, and just going out. I definitely haven't met that guy yet, but I'm wondering if I don't even have a clue by now, will I ever?

It is a scary feeling.

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